Mixed Emotions

Sometimes I think I hate you
I feel led on
Decieved
Cheated

Sometimes I think I miss you
I feel nostalgic
Empty
Alone

Sometimes I wish we never met
Maybe it would be easier
I'd never know you
Never know this pain

Sometimes I wish we stayed together
Maybe it would have worked
If you only would have tried harder
Tried harder to love me

Sometimes I feel cheated
Seven years wasted
Down the drain
I'll never get those years back

Sometimes I feel lucky
I got out when I did
I still have a lifetime
To find him

Mostly I feel thankful
Thankful to have learned these lessons
Thankful to have known you
Thankful to have known true love

Different days
Different emotions
Different feelings
Different desires

I wish I knew what to believe.